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Taking leisure on a surface as high as one's sky I ask How far does it last? Patiently waiting for A sign, a path While enduring a heartbreaking past. So I unbend on a high enough surface To lose some oxygen  And fly to a mind ridden circus. I simply fall Deeper into my passions I simply fall Farther from my lessons Sit. Wait. But don't wait. Sit. Wait. But don't wait. Taking leisure on a surface quite high I scream out as you past my eyes I try catching you but... But you'd rather fall. How strange to unwind  on a mountain so high. How strange to fall  to the ground so low. But wait. No don't wait. But wait. Just wait. How about I fly away instead.

If I was to write a child story, I would start off with a classic beginning like "Once upon a time..." But the difference between this story and child a story is that it is and isn't fiction. It's reality based off personal experiences and perhaps imagination. More or less, my imagination stems from my subconscious, my dreams, my observations, my deeper thoughts. I'm assuming that most people can relate. Life is quite informal isn't it. It's simple yet we make it difficult. I'm assuming it's because we are programed to make life difficult, to think, to be, to question, and to understand. Makes sense. Well today, I'm not necessarily here to question the purpose of life as me. More as another me, or another person in which I have reincarnated. Maukita...                  Every morning, day, and night something felt lost. Something was always missing until Maukita got older. But even still something was missing. To wake up in a world so...

Show me who you are As I show you who I am. Show me your curiosity, As I show you mine. Show me how you breathe, As I breathe down your spine. Show me how you live, how you love, how you simply just be, As I show you me. Show me who you are As I show you who I am. -Romance

Falling in love is simple yet complicated. For me, it happened unintentionally... I fell into it and loved it. But sometimes relationships don't always pan out the way we wanted them to. We fight, we argue, we love, make love, fear, dance, embrace, shy away, and even fall apart. Now, it is the falling apart that I will speak on today... There is an art to losing someones, someone you loved and still love deeply. By no means is it easy, but it is an art, a process, a logical, spiritual and emotional journey. You'll embrace many different emotions, ranging from love, sadness, anger, self loathing, happiness then sadness again. It does take time to "get over" that person, however, what I realized for myself is when you shared a deep bond with that person, the ending is even harder. First off, admit and forgive . Not just the other person, but yourself. Be honest with yourself, remind yourself that you were a piece in the unsuccessful relationship and come to term...