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Love.  One of the most powerful words, yet used so carelessly. What would you say if I said that I still love you? Would you run away? Or would you stay to hear me say how I have nothing to lose.  I fear that this is so.  If I lie and wait and let "Time Heal Me," Then I may never feel that feeling when I've finally accepted that difficult task. I wish that you could let me be that person to mend what I broke; That person to listen when your torn,  and that person to break off those prickly thorns.  My only wish is to have you; a dream so faint, yet feels so real. I wake up in a cold sweat ready to call out your name Only to realize that...  I am alone.  When I finally accepted the fact that you were gone long before you left, It still hurt me. However, the person that I have become Cannot be compare to the person that left you in shambles when you left me. I may have been the cause for your present state, but...

Society thinks that they know how life is supposed to be lived. The problem is that their wrong. If God has created us to love, hurt, cheat, lie, break hearts and kill truths, then whose to say what's wrong and what's right? The church maybe? Maybe the government? Or just your mother? Bump that. I make a decision, but it's wrong. People say, that's terrible, how could Nayo do something like that. Well just the same way that you "live" and breathe. I am sick and tired of all the nonsense people in this bubble of a community have to say to me. Is it because I'm a young, black female? Last time I checked, girls like to have impulsive fun too. So for all of those who are "cold blooded" or just decided that it takes too much to give a fuck about people anymore, you've been hip to the game a very long time and I commend you. It may seem like ranting and raving, but people forget that I'm a person too. Whether you think the world revolv...

For these past few months I have been reading and studying philosophy and its branches from religion and spirituality to scientific or just basic meanings. It has been an utterly amazing journey in which I have embarked on and a long one at that. However, time does not bother me for the present moment is all that really matters. Aside from my acquired knowledge, I have decided to get a tattoo. I wanted something that was thoughtful and meant everything that I stand for and what I may learn. So after studying alchemy for a bit, I have learned a grave amount about the symbols and their meanings. In addition to researching tattoo designs, I found one that is very peculiar yet possesses the mesmerizing power of all that is. It is life reborn into the eternal journey of enlightenment. Lead engulfed by the transforming power of Gold.  I may add my own accent to this design, but as it is now, is simply beautiful. So to the designer behind this pattern, may you continue on y...