Now and Then
It's funny how life happens. One minute you swear that you're in love, let alone that you're the expert on love. But then life changes..."love" changes and all you see is a muffled slate. Then there's that moment when you realize that what you thought was meant to be was not meant to be at all. You're proposed soul mate was not merely one. Instead they were your security blanket. Once you really start to think about it, you begin to understand why somethings throughout your relationship never worked out. You begin to realize why they never wanted to converse with you about certain topics or attempt to connect with you on different levels other than a sexual one, or one filled with jealousy. Sometimes, even while I'm driving, I start thinking: why was I ever so entranced by you? I did love your smile and that burn in between you finger--it's your signature actually. But now, even now when I spend time with you, the connection that I could've sw...