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We often think that we know what fear is as is lurks at our present's every waking moment. By definition, fear is an emotion caused by the belief that something or someone may or will cause harm to  the said person. Now, as fear is a very touchy topic, let's start with the word belief. I believe many things and will continue to develop more, but fear... fear is a different and nasty type of belief that can dictate our emotions, behavior, and appearance. There are many things to fear in this world, some being spiritual (paranormal as some may call it) physical, mental or emotional. A good example for me is my fear of bees. I fear that if a bee comes to close, he/she may automatically want to sting me. Now, of course you can say, no this is not true; bees usually sting when they sense harm themselves. So do bees fear? Interesting question actually. This induces the concept of whether an insect has emotions or even a soul, which most people have heard or been taught that animal...

There is always sort of this subtle difference between falling in love and having an infactuation. Now I wouldn't say that I'm either, but I would say that love could happen. Why is it deep within our psychology that we believe that we are obligated to be forgiven then granted our wishes? I'm not entirely sure, but when I begin to think about everything I realize that he's just another me. When it comes down to it, I do love myself very much, so why not love someone that's like me? Funny question, but time is of the essence, and my emotions are strong. If we come together, then we'd have a powerful thing going on, one that I'm not sure I'd be able to explain. The little things. They are always what matter most. So as I sit here, in a very rare form (full of joy, trying to control these emotions from escaping into the distant) I solemnly appreciate your presence, your scent, your touch, your smile, your crazy hair that's just like mine, your eyes, ...

It's funny how life happens. One minute you swear that you're in love, let alone that you're the expert on love. But then life changes..."love" changes and all you see is a muffled slate. Then there's that moment when you realize that what you thought was meant to be was not meant to be at all. You're proposed soul mate was not merely one. Instead they were your security blanket. Once you really start to think about it, you begin to understand why somethings throughout your relationship never worked out. You begin to realize why they never wanted to converse with you about certain topics or attempt to connect with you on different levels other than a sexual one, or one filled with jealousy. Sometimes, even while I'm driving, I start thinking: why was I ever so entranced by you? I did love your smile and that burn in between you finger--it's your signature actually. But now, even now when I spend time with you, the connection that I could've sw...