Unfathomable Energy

Right now, I hear my heart beating. I can feel the energy flowing with and within my body. I can feel all of the clutter in my mind. I can see only what is in front in me; and I think of everything that is wrong with me. I think of everything that is right with me. I hear only what is around me & yet I still only think of everything that is clouding me... my mind... my soul... my spirit... my heart. If there is anything that I want the world to know right now on this very night, at this very second is this-- I don't want to be content, I don't want all of the fancy things, I don't need the technology and I especially don't need a society. All I want to do in this lifetime is live, and to live I want to breathe in and out the energy of the world.. the energy that made me...

I pause...

What I really want in life (if I am meant to want at all, I don't know...) is to live a life at peace, in peace, surrounded by the energy that has made me. Sucked into the reality of infinite truth, infinite flow... I want to live with the energy of the world, of every living and nonliving thing that I pass. I want to breathe in light, and touch every soul. I want to feel how the energy between you and me brings us together, to understand how that energy is the same energy that created the winds, stars, earth, galaxy, galaxies... the energy that created all things that is so immense that the human brain cannot fathom it. I don't need what this fleshy world tells me that I need. All I need and want is to be in the now every second of my life effortlessly and to be a beacon so that all things around me will live the same.

 I want to travel the world, roll in nature, and if someone comes along with me, I don't want them to feel that they want or need me, I want them to understand that the energy that created us is what brings us together.. it is what keeps us together, it isn't the physical but the metaphysical that draws us to where we are... where we will be... in a state of mind where all fleshy facets cannot penetrate our state of Buddha-hood, of infinite enlightenment, of being Christ minded, of eternal peace, love and happiness. What I see is a life filled with the Sun, the Moon, and the Truth that will always reign in the now. 

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