It's About That Time

Society thinks that they know how life is supposed to be lived. The problem is that their wrong. If God has created us to love, hurt, cheat, lie, break hearts and kill truths, then whose to say what's wrong and what's right? The church maybe? Maybe the government? Or just your mother? Bump that.

I make a decision, but it's wrong. People say, that's terrible, how could Nayo do something like that. Well just the same way that you "live" and breathe. I am sick and tired of all the nonsense people in this bubble of a community have to say to me. Is it because I'm a young, black female? Last time I checked, girls like to have impulsive fun too. So for all of those who are "cold blooded" or just decided that it takes too much to give a fuck about people anymore, you've been hip to the game a very long time and I commend you.

It may seem like ranting and raving, but people forget that I'm a person too. Whether you think the world revolves around you or not, get your head out of your anus. It simply goes like this: Forget You. Forget how people told you how you're supposed to live Your life. There is no thinking that I must think, you simply think.

You can't desire something and expect to get it, you can only accept what is and embrace it. Love, true Love, is sitting, waiting, and knocking at your door and all you have to do is open your eyes. 

Yes... I do things at times that may seem rather "bad" or "wrong" or not up to society's standards. Well, I have one thing to say: sorry. Sorry I can't live my life according to the books. I'm an eighteen year old girl with a raving heart and a cluttered mind full of homeless knowledge and information. Where do I put it? Because as soon as I open my mouth to enlighten someone else, it never matters. I wonder, would I be better crude, not giving two shits about him, him, him or her? 

If you believe it, then there's faith, but if you change your mind then there's nothing. However, that's okay. I don't judge for who would I be to do so? I make mistakes all the time, so for me to say what's expected of you, would be out of line. All I can do is share my mind with you and you tell me how much you really want to share. As Jesus is the light to the world, I am the light to my foot and so can you. God has given us the power to think; the most importance gift given to mankind. So use it. Why be intellectual if you refuse to set your own standards and live your own life. If Your Life is based off what the world says, then You will Never be enlightened. You will Never see the truth which scratches  the surface of your inner layer. Life is mind boggling, but until you take that chance to stop and listen, feel, and see what nature is telling you, You will Never know. 

I'm not a missionary or god, I'm simply a girl with a story, a message, a lifetime lifesaver. Whether you take heed onto what is truly in your flesh is up to you. For a closing word, Never let the world tell you what's right and wrong, let God show you how that word we call peace is actually the greatest present state of mind that gives You the option on how to live your life without a doctrine. 

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